Friday, October 10, 2008

sufficient premonition

this past week wasn't easy, it hadn't been easy these last few months...
perhaps it was a premonition, perhaps i was supposed to collapse and to never fully recover... perhaps...

i lost my grandfather last week, it was so sudden, so early in the morning, when even my brain has not registered what was just happened b4 my eyes... it's been days when i sat in front of giacommo trying to tell him what happened but not a single word came out of my mouth... not even now. i guess, well i assumed he knew what happened. just by the touching the tip of my fingers.