an inaudible conversation

i wish ... it wouldn't always be inaudible

i really like getting to know him, don't know if he feels the same, esp since i'm the total opposite of him. and he's everything the other person was not, so it brings a nice vibe every time we have a little time together.

.point

sis.f : i asked u ten years ago.... but u don't want to admit it...
ms.f : you did? what? -long dumb pause- oh.. that..
sis.f : yup, THAT! so.. will u finally admit it now?
ms.f : nope >__<
sis.f : i thought so...

little foot

i just love looking at this picture, of course it doesn't meant anything, but like the colors, the skin tones, and the odd shapes of everything ...

the band

it's still raining outside so i curled up in my blanket this morning watching grammy live on tv. when the radiohead perform with its marching band... my mind went back to my childhood, when i used to watched my cousin played for her school band, i remembered i wanted to go to the same school as her and played for the band. but instead i went to another school.

and after more than a decade, i found that an old friend of mine was also in a band. of course i was so surprised, i never knew he was into music the way i am with my arts. perhaps i should dug up my childhood memories, now that he is back. he hasn't change much i guess, still the same old serene, calm person i used to know, only taller and older.

the apple and the tree

we sat quietly with a bottle of corona in our hands and a cigarette on the other hands...
inhaling.. and exhaling.. sighing every now and then.

mf : i'm sorry, i heard you were...
mx : it's ok little one, who knew... who knew, of all ppl in our family, the same thing that happened to me fallen into you.. (sigh) and i'm going to pretend i didn't see what you got there in ur other hand, that's too strong for u...
mf : i'm not going to inhale it, i just like to hold it..
mx : (sigh) u're wasting my good tobacco.

after a long paused we looked at each other and we chuckled then we get back to our previous routines...