hot cakes and sweet macaroons

those most recent events in my life make me realized...

it's funny how someone you thought you knew, can change into a total stranger just in a split second. it's rather hurtful, to be honest. trust - honesty - integrity - ethic - loyalty - kindness - sincerity... or am i just too naive?

red lobster on your sick day

i'm sick... couldn't say much, just sick, really sick...
couldn't bear to get up from the bed. it's my own fault actually, i haven't been eating properly, often skipping meals, because i'm just so nervous and jittery these days. esp with the gmat classes. and all those things ppl said about me having to swim against the current.

then the strangest thing happened, my phone rang, and well guess who? it's m, the very controversial friend of mine, because he always get himself in troubles. (just like me actually -___-"). i thought he was just going to say another bad news, but on the contrary, he was just calling to say, he just bought a dozen tiny red lobsters as a pet.
very unusual choice for a pet, for a very unusual friend of mine.

a short love story

a video by carlos lascano

dear mr. percy

so it has come to this... and it was all my fault, mine and mine alone...saya tdk tau bgmn hrs membawa diri. and all that i can say is i'm sorry to have cause you such trouble, i'm really sorry you had to put up with my emotional behavior i didn't mean any harm. i truly am sorry.

red

"perhaps i am your evil selfish overtly jealous ex gf, can't help it really... i've told you before didn't i, that i'm an evil person"

-ms.f-

gloomy song for a very gloomy bear

jens lekman - you are the light

i've tried to negotiate, do a little bureaucracy here and there, found i tiny winy bits of light... until someone said, "stop!!" and gave me a simple analysis based on what was said the other night... the truth was there all along, i just couldn't read it between the lines.
and that's the end of it... no more talking about it, no more negotiating, no more...