Monday, September 28, 2009

green light!

when he sent me those text messages, it felt like ur ex husband finally agree to sign the divorce paper ^^. it's a relief, no long talked like we used to, just short and simple, and that's it. nothing left to talked about. and what was said, was actually the words i've been longing to hear.

hmm.. *long sigh* i'm free to be with the other person now ^^.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

you and me and a bite of burger and fries

it was you... i kept dreaming about you.

last night i was at that diner with my sisters, and you just suddenly show up, surprised with a kiss on my cheek. i almost forgot how that used to feel like. and when i woke up this morning, i feel safe because i know it was you.

could it be?

Thursday, September 17, 2009

blurry brewery

when i got home last night, there's a cup of tea, already brewed on the table, my glasses were still standing next to giacommo, and there was a new postcard from osaka on top of it.

i went to the bathroom, washed off all the make up, brushed my teeth, put on my pj, and here we go... to the unknown world we sailed

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

allan and diane arbus

i guess i'm just being plainly stupid! i don't even know what to think, let alone what to do. and yes, of course although their marriage wasn't successful, i still admire both of the arbus'.

it's like yesterday afternoon, when i already have a hunch not to drive passed that street, i fear something bad is going to happened at that corner. but it's just a hunch, a premonition, no logical explainations on why i shouldn't passed that street. so... my ignorant idiotic brain totally ignored my so called 'hunch'. and... walla... a reckless car appear out of nowhere, almost hit me and momotaro at that very corner.

lesson learned, listened to your heart, but don't let it run wild.

Monday, September 14, 2009

the thing with cardiology

ok so actually me and my sister have the same symptoms, breathing problems and irregular heartbeats. but i didn't tell my parents, not after i saw the series of tests my sister had to go through...

but after all that, the doctor said, she's fine, and explained that the caused was not the cardiac, it was something else, and i felt relieved. *long sigh*...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

secret notes #55

it seems that no matter what you tried to do, a book is still being judge by it's cover. hmm ...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

running text

... trembling... what have i done...

Friday, September 4, 2009

grassbed

somehow i can't wait to lay next to you on the grass and watch the clouds moving.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

the infamous edward cullen jacket

x : how's ur day?
k : i was scorned by an angry fat man this morning...
x : why so?
k : i hit his motorcycles
x : o_0?

secret quotes #43

'i think, you should make a better used of your brain, k!' said by an annoyed yet thankful friend.