the rebel with a p

this past couple of weeks was... hard, and i'm tired. no big problems though, only a lot of small ones that clustered inside my head.

one thing lead to another and the other... small big lies here and there. where nicotin and alcohol wasn't any much help at all. where your masterpiece was only a mockery for others. where even your presence was a mockery...

where a long sigh... was all that i can do. and yesterday i burst into a volcano... but it too wasn't any much help at all, a volcano as scary as it is.. only creates another problem...

the complication of mr.bugs

me : what do think c?
mc : he set his profile on "private"
me : oh.. don't you think it's... what if... and if he's... what am i supposed to do?
mc : i think you worried too much, a simple 'hi' would be enough ^^

cloudy days on frog island

ms. frog : it's easier when you are younger, don't you think?
mr. bugs : why's that? are you regreting it?
ms. frog : no, i'm not. i just don't like this feeling... this aftermath, this cloudy days that follow after...
mr. bugs : don't be, it'll go away, remember, if you hadn't let go, you'll lose the others..

coz you're under the weather
just like the world
and i need somebody to hold
when i turn out the light
you're out of sight
although I know that I'm not alone
feels like home...

lovely bitter sundays

i have found the perfect bookstore, to have a walk about on a bitter sunday morning...
(too bad the books are much more expensive than other stores -___-")

sy: elliot would never bla bla bla
mf: oh.. that's so sweet, i wish i had my own "elliot"...
sy: "elliot" usually hang around bookstore, and vintage shops...

i'll find my "elliot"

blindness

mengapa terkadang kita tdk menghargai apa yg kita punya? dan kita masih saja mengejar sesuatu hal yg tak pasti?

oh men..

i found this article this morning.. it's in indonesian though..

15 ciri pria berbakat kaya

even more things to be considered... ^^

in the meantime i do have to prepare myself too..

one word.scream

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrraaggggggggghhhhhhh !!!!

sigh.. ok that's enough, back to reality.