absurdity + moronic

i'm not really in the mood, nor do i have a leisure time to think lately... so here's a quick update and some random thoughts:

i've been seen carrying an imported wedding magz everywhere i go

i don't feel like telling where and when too (well, i did told a couple of my old friends about my final decision, but no action yet, on my behalf, so relax ppl, nothing's going to happened just yet, but soon i hope ^^)

he did remind me of someone, in a good and bad way. and in an inarticulate way. considering how absurd he is, having a conversation with him is a big challenge i'm willing to take.

au revoir

unborn

a pregnant lady came up to me the other day and asked..
'may i use your name for my unborn daughter?'

i nod and smiled, it's an honor, don't you think so?

life is (so) short

i think i should write in bahasa today...

aku dan gadis berkerudung merah sangat mirip, atau setidaknya org2 mengira kami kakak beradik. kejadian yg sering menimpa kami berdua pun mirip. saat saya sedang berbunga2 krn 'si dia', gadis ini jg berbunga2 krn hal yg sama. saat saya sedih krn dibohongin oleh teman, gadis ini jg dikhianati oleh temannya. di saat senang dan susah kami selalu berbagi. walau akhir2 ini memang aku sengaja menjauh dari org2 terdekatku, krn tak mau dan tak mampu menceritakan kemalangan yg baru saja menimpaku. ayahku dan ayahnya sama2 mengidap penyakit jantung, namun hari ini berbeda... di saat ayahku skt dan berangsur2 membaik, ayahnya telah menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya sore tadi...

di satu sisi aku merasa sangat beruntung, dan bersyukur krn ayahku membaik. namun di sisi lain... aku dpt merasakan apa yg dia rasakan. aku jg merasa kehilangan...