Monday, October 27, 2008

debts on doubts

i woke up this morning with excitements for tomorrow's adventure with my friends. i turn on the tv as usual, had this strange feeling that i should watch national news instead of my regular foreigners' cartoon or exotic travel channel... and to my shock that man on the tv looks familiar. i didn't bother trying to remember him, but as the sun rising higher, i remembered who he is. i made a couple of short messages, but no one confirms my doubts on this man's id.

then again, by the time the day reach it's afternoon peaks, a friend of mine sort of suggested that i shouldn't come with them tomorrow. disappointed and wondering why, but he said he was only concerning my health? it sounds very sweet, but is it really the main reason, again more doubts... it feels like sunday all over again, where i was only invited by the last minutes to attend sunday dishdashdust reunion... first thing that comes on my mind, they didn't really want me there...

hmm... now i wonder where do i belong? will someone ever going to claim me as one of there own? i doubt it.