moth

"you certainly can't ignore it k, how long are u going to stay this way? u look perfectly healthy now, but it's eating ur inside isn't it?"

"i'm ok, i guess. i'm hoping it would end soon. with the slight of hope that i'll win, once and for all... there would be no more hiding, i surely can't avoid it either, because it'll just keep coming back at me. i'll just going to have to face it, lived it day by day. i just hope there would be something, a proof that it wasn't just words, that it wasn't a lie."