Thursday, May 28, 2009

cheese brownies with rum flavored whipped cream on top

i think i know what he's been trying to say, but then again i'm not sure. and i think it would be a miracle if he actually feels that way about me. hmm... should i wait to find out the truth? and i guess knowing him the way he is, all this time, perhaps the truth is just nothing... unimportant and got nothing to do with me. i was just a mere audience as usual, an accomplished, a side kick, a tool to make his life easier and he will again throw me away when he doesn't need me anymore or when he founds cooler dudes to hang out with... perhaps...

there is no way of knowing this sort of things for certain is there?