honestly

honestly, eventhough sometimes i talked gibberish, things does happen just like i said it would (hence, you being a personal photographer for that famous someone). and honestly, sometimes i just closed my eyes and tried to imagine things, and things did happened the way i imagine it would be...

and the night before i dreamed of you-with that blue shirt you were wearing and also with that unshaven freshly grew beard-came to see me just to stare at me. well, i do appreciate what you tried to remind me (considering that i was no longer your concern, well, i never was any of your concern). i am aware of what i should soon decide. but it's not as simple as saying yes or no, to go or to stay. and honestly, if someone were to came up to me and decide what 'i should do' for me, i would just agree without any hesitation.

but in the mean time, i'm just going to close my eyes, and imagine things...