Monday, December 8, 2008

hospital days

been spending my days at the hospital, mostly just waiting, and staring blankly at nothing, worried if i can't make it through, and hoping i can make it through...

his name came in mind a couple of times, thinking should i tell him? no? should i? no! i did mention about it to him when me met for the last time at the bus, but at that time i didn't know it will become much much worse...

the worst days of my life, i couldn't even bare to fall asleep, afraid something might happened and i missed it, and i couldn't make it through.