gloomy song for a very gloomy bear

jens lekman - you are the light

i've tried to negotiate, do a little bureaucracy here and there, found i tiny winy bits of light... until someone said, "stop!!" and gave me a simple analysis based on what was said the other night... the truth was there all along, i just couldn't read it between the lines.
and that's the end of it... no more talking about it, no more negotiating, no more...